My World

A world, Where someone will talk To me
Where someone will Actually care about me
Where I am not hated, At every turn
Clouds everyday. Watching the sky
Sun always covered, So I can just stare up
A blanket of fear That wraps around me
Holding me tight, Never leaving my side
A dark shadow, That follows me everywhere
Love that doesn’t hurt, Hate only on others
Pain that’s never mine, Agony that’s not always shoved down my throat
Joy that is only mine, Happiness felt by no one else
I rule And people listen to me
A place where I am not ignored
Isn’t that just great
A place where, I don’t have to cry Everyday
Because another person Told me something mean
Where no bullies exist Because they bring me sorrow
Where my tears Don’t have to fall To make someone happy
A place that can love me, Where I can be myself
Where I can believe in others, Not always hiding Behind my lies
A place Where my nights Don’t have to be filled with screams
Where I have no bruises, Scars, scrapes, or burns
Where I can try. Where I don’t constantly
Wish to die. If only this world Were true
To save me From my loneliness
Where my nights Don’t have to be so dark
Where my mind Doesn’t have to be so twisted
Where I don’t have to watch Everyone I love Die in front of me
While I am helpless To do anything And cant even speak
Even though I see it coming, I see it speeding
Coming straight forward, About to hit, And make an impact
A paradise Compared to the hell I currently live in
Where I don’t have to shout To even be heard
This is a place
Where everyone loves me, Where there is no hate
Where no one dies, Where everyone lives
Where everyone is kind, Where no one abuses me
Where I am not a supporting character to my own life
Where I can be free from all my pain and agony
this is a place
where i am alone
yet sorrunded
by people
that dont resent me
it truly is
an odd and twisted world

but its my world