dear mom

Dear mom
im sorry i never listen to yhu
im sorry i have to hide my paiin away frm yhu
im sorry we never talk wen i needed yhu dah most

jst remember i will always luv yhu
i promise myself i wud never mouth off to yhu buhht
i c tha sister like dahht
nnd how they treat yhu no respect

i dnt wanna be like them
i try so haard to make yhu happy
i try so haard to not break yhur heart
i try soo haard to not bring tears in yur eyes

i feel so dwn all dah time i cant hiide iht anymore
yhu want this lil gurl who is happy
gud grade
has respect
buht yhu kno im dieing insiide to please
everybody to fill everybodys heart wiid joy
i wanna be happy buhht i cant
wen i smile their always has to be some body mad or saad
so i better staying to my depression saddness
yhu thought yhu cud help me buhht yhu cudnt
i love yhu mom