In Too Deep

I've sank within myself
This life...my only choice
I am completely happy aren't I?
Or have I lost my voice...

Just when I get...
Right where I need to be,
I take a look back...
Of all the people I've left behind me.

I am moving forward...
Or am I standing still?
I feel desire to go upward...
But I find myself circling this hill.

I question every step,
It always feels so wrong.
What if I go too far one way,
And it's the wrong path I'm traveling on?