Memory In A Box

There's no words I can say right now
To express just how I feel
I swear with everything I have
My love for you was real
But I think she has you
Right where you need to be
Sitting there beside her
Locked away from me
I do not need her forgiveness
Of this I've no desire
I'm sick of her rage and anger
The very thought makes me tired
I am a stronger person
I don't think you even know
The strength I have to forgive so many
The strength I had to let you go...
I have no room for negetivity
I have no room for rage
I am only smiles now
Happiness takes the stage
Except that part about marriage and kids
My only tears these days....

Man you really got me
A memory in a box
Hide me in a closet
Covered in chains and locks
But see thats how I always felt
Hidden in your world
A dirty little secret
Yet somehow a pearl?
Well now I am babbling
My heart an open mess
I tried putting these feelings down
Now you've shaken them from rest.
Maybe I should end this
Just disappear again
I will do what's best for you
Your ever loving friend.