Between shadows and soul...

I keep hearing voices inside my head,
They were shouting, insisting!
Spinning words I couldn't resist..

Lost in my shadows,
I hear these voices,
“Drown yourself!
Starve your throat with the spirit of vodka,
Flaunt your lungs in burning smoke,
Savour your fears until you’re numb,
Taste your tears until you can finally let go!”
“Come here! Come closer!
Feel your warmth and agony!
Love, bridges you from solitude,
Save yourself, find a way to finally let you go…”
 
Lost in my soul,
I hear these voices,
“Hold my hand, never let go.
I’ll save you; find a way to not let me go,
Come here! Come closer!
We’ll find our way back home
Stay still; we’ll make it I can see through!
Don’t let me go! I don’t want you to go!”
 
Torn between these voices,
I am lost in the shadows,
Then hatred, then sorrow,
Bewildered, blinded by love and hell,
“You can’t live like this; you’re sick!
Broken promises, lies casted,
Never look back, just keep walking and Let go!”
Then these voices,
They got me lost in my soul,
Confusing, “Don’t let her go,
Don’t be stuck in the shadows,
Admit it; you never could let go!
You don’t want to let her go!!!”