What is trust

I told you dont go there, I said not to go...
But you had to do it, I said to you, no!...
I hope she was worth it, we discussed in length...
It wasnt in trust, I had any strength...
You just couldnt wait, after her call...
To go racing over, and then watch me fall...
Back into the pain ive felt all these years...
One call from her got you, running without fears...
Well I hope shes worth it, coz thats all it took...
Ive written at length about that in my book...
Your lively wee phonecall and then out the door...
Snatched up her gift you bought, so that youd score...
Well now you can have her, no need to run back...
The pace you ran over there, speed had no lack...
Well thats all it took, I tried to tell you...
Now all I can see, is my life turning blue...
You just had to run there, you couldnt hold back...
So now in our trust you drew a big crack...
Wasnt an hour from after her call...
You raced out the door, left me to fall...
Back into the fear I held for so long...
Running to her was so very wrong...
Well now it is over, you have her you see...
Coz from this day forward you will not have me...