Judgemental Mind

Day by day your struggle is hard
Giving it thought, as to why everyone abandoned you
Heartache and anguish consumes most of you
While looking back, you couldnt stop this hell of a life from numbing you
Neverending jugdement on what is "acceptable" to others who dont even know you
Trying your best to stay in life and not give up, when all these people here are judgemental
You struggle to understand why you were put on earth to suffer
Is there some kind of reason to why I'm still here?
You've seen so many people come and go
Each of them leaving something behind... Heartache
Now, the only thing i wanna know is why you still want me here.
Laying here I realize I have no purpose of living here anymore
Kill me now and get this suffering over and done with
No more suffering for me,as I am just a figment of your imagination now
Ill leave you to suffer like you left me, now feel what i felt.
IN HELL.