hide-and-seek

I grin – and it’s called smile
sun burns me, attacking with straight, yellow rays and round blindly open face
i hide in the shadow – it shelters me
in one room of its hungry hostel
space is filled with spiders tickling my nerves
i laugh – they are funny creatures:
friends, relatives, siblings, parents
let it flow, go, let go
let me fall, down, get hurt
let me phantasize, imagine
be someone i could never be
breathe in pink air – breathe out black