Faded Scars

Hopelessly staring in the mirror
Seeing this thing that should not be
Looks at all the bruises and scars
of the past, that recklessly controls me
Help, help me? Please,no one will ever come
I try to hold these tears in
But, i have no success
Im blackened, and scarred and will never be able to understand those lying hazel eyes
Please dont tell me, how it should be
You abandoned me, when i needed you most
Thinking back was i in the wrong?
But you cheated and said I was wrong
An unforgettable memory, that i want to not have
Will always haunt me, even at my best
Laying here staring up at the ceiling ill say i dont want this anymore
Yet, i still take all this shit from you
I would die for you, but you... on the other hand would take her instead
Sick and tired of fighting for something that was never there
Ill never forget you
And you'll forget me
Leaving me something that ill never be able to take back
Leaving these faded scars.