The pretty face game

You see this face
What do you see?

Let me tell you that you are absolutely wrong
You don't see me you see this face.

Let's play a game!
You go hide.

Now count to ten
Feel around you.

See the shadows
That's what's behind my pretty face.

Do you want to still play,
Good now go into the dark corner.

That is what's in my heart
Are you still with me?

Come now you can't be too scared
See what I see

Go stand in that room for an hour
Look into the mirror and say 100 horrible things about yourself.

Your not allowed out until you do
See what I see?

Now turn to the side and repeat
Don't touch that glass of soda take the water.

Now next we go to the bathroom
Bend over the toilet

Empty nothing that is in your stomach,
see that there is nothing there and insist that there is, repeat

Now to the bedroom
See the cloths on the bed

None of them fit because your size 7 is just too big
Fatty!

Thats what I see
Still want to play?

Go to the dark corner again
Sit there

Think about ever horrible thing you have done
Let it fill your mind up and eat at you

Nothing is allowed to interfere
Now allow it to fester

See that razor there
Bring it to your wrist and make three tiny marks for ever deed.

Dont kill yourself until you are certain you have a reason
Keep going with the thoughts while you cut deeper and deeper

Allow the blood to spill all over the floor
Wipe it up when your done please.

There are things in my mind you could never imagine
My mind is as dark as the corner.

Next go to the chair
Sit there, listen to every horrible thing people have said to you

Allow that to be cut deeper and deeper into your being
See what they say is true,

Every last word is like gods word
Fatty, whore, slut, cheater, liar, lazy, skank

Allow it all to eat you alive
Sit there and don't move a muscle as it is dished out

Now you see my soul,
what is at least left of it.




See this is the pretty face game isn't it fun?
Round two starts soon...