Kisses To My Younger Self

When she is there lying on the floor wondering whether she is wanted or loved because all anyone ever cares about is the child above, when everyone is too busy yellin and screamin, when she is in trouble for not knowing but not being taught...
     kisses to my younger self.
When school kids are so crule and no one plays by the teachers rules, when hell its self seem so inviting, and she cant learn in school because of all the fighting, when her middle finger goes up as proper etiquette, and fuck the world is her only method...
     kisses to my younger self.
When she no longer cares about how he looks, as long as he can give her what she writes in her books, when her world is crowded by drugs of wrong, when the child can no longer sing her heart's beautiful song...
     kisses to my younger self.
When vile hatred has poisoned he so and her own mother has kicked her as she lays on the floor, when the storm clouds are all that she sees, and she feels no one will just let her be free...
     this is when I send kisses to my younger self