DYING FOR HELP

INEVITABLE DOOM SHADOWS OVER MY SOUL,
FEAR OF DEATH CLOSING IN AS I'M LOSING CONTROL.
CLINCHED IN MY HANDS, I HIDE MY POISON AGAIN,
WHILE, IN VEIN, I CRY OUT FOR THIS CRAVING TO END.
NOT UNDERSTANDING WHY I HAVE CHOSEN THIS PATH,
DREADING MY TIME TO MEET WITH GOD'S WRATH.
PERCHANCE IT'S THE DEVIL THAT'S TAUNTING MY MIND
WITH ALLURING VISIONS OF ME GETTING HIGH.
FEEDING MY HUNGER AS ITS BURNS WITH THE FLAME,
CRAZED LIKE A SAVAGE AND AM NO LONGER THE SAME.
IS THIS THE ROAD I AM DESTINED TO CROSS?
TO PERISH IN THIS HELL AND DWELL IN MY LOSS?
LEAVING ME DRAINED FOR A LIFE I COULD LIVE,
HOPELESS AND EMPTY WITH NOTHING TO GIVE,
INFLICTING NUMB PAIN ON MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS,
AS THEY PRAY TO GOD FOR A NEW DAY TO BEGIN.
I'M DYING FOR HELP, BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.
PLEASE LORD! OH PLEASE, DON'T MAKE THIS MY FATE!
GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO RECOVER MY HEART
AND UNLEASH THIS EVIL THAT IS RIPPING ME APART.

9/18/06
Lulie