I will not Cry

I will not cry over
what never really was
I want to remember the
way you showed me love
you reached the part of me that was fading,
almost gone
you gave me
the part of you
that was vibrant, full of  life
and strong

brought me back
to life
smiling, and laughing
and
loving
loving
you
always
loving you
now it hurts when I cant't
feel you
close my eyes
just want to hear you
killing me knowing
I can't be with you

but I won't cry
cause you brought me back
to life