My comfort zone, Destroyed

When you hurt me
I try to escape
When I'm down
I fix my heart with tape
I start to runaway
Cuz I realize I have       no one
But then I cave into all my pain
And I mess up
I hurt you           again
Did you ever think that it's not you
Did you ever think it was myself I hated
Have you ever wondered what was in my mind
Did you ever think it was myself I berated
It's ok
You don't have to
Why don't you just walk away
If I only ever hurt you