The Spiral of Self Destruction

you still dont quite understand
remember the first time u made fun of me
thats when it all started
the spiral of self destruction
it still hasnt ended
and i doubt it ever will
because of u everyday
of every week
of every month
of every year
has been misery for me
the razor and my arm are familiar
and everytime i inflict pain upon my self
i always think of the things u said and done to me
the tears never stop falling
i took those drugs
i used that razor
i tied that rope
to that brick
to my anlke
then throw that brick
over that bridge
into that ocean
looks like im going for a swim
just to get away from u
and all of ur hate