Redemption

I look at your beautiful brown eyes

I have come to realize that I am once again taken
there's no mistaking

It's been hard to be without  you but I have to face you
Dead on, trying to stay strong
I know you are doing me wrong

But you feel so right. I tried to fight
My yearn for you as my heart hurts because of you but my body craves for you

I want you to touch me, to love me  and I want to touch you, love you.

Your body calls to me. It talks to me, telling me you want me, that you love me

I know that your heart beats for me as mine does for you

With you I have always been forever true. I want to stay forever, every day

You have my heart and my soul, and my ultimate goal
Is to thrive, provide, never subside.

Our family, our home to never divide.

Our love to never die.

I need redemption, to stop this temptation
of falling into your hole. My soul
is taken by you, swallowed whole.

I wish I could let go, but I know
It is easier said than done.
I feel that you are the one, but things changed, your mind changed

I have to rearrange my train of thought, as I fought so hard for us
I want us, I need us, I love us

Our family, our home, our life. Is now in strife.
It is no longer existent, but I remain persistent
To redeem myself. My life, my heart.
I cannot let myself fall apart
From this

My heart shows battle scars, open wounds that need to be mended
I'm so offended
by the lack of respect I've been given, but I am driven to come out of this alive.

I survive, I thrive, I conquer!!