Wandering Ghoul

In these few last days
I have seen the wrong
The bad
And some good

As I take my last breathes
I can't help but wonder
Why doesn't it hurt

I don't deserve to go peacefully
So I must forever wander
A restless soul

I have wronged to many
I let my darkness consume me
I hurt those I cared most about

Who was I trying to protect
Apparently not those I thought
I guess I was trying to protect them from me

No one will miss me
I'll be long forgotten

I've drowned to many
In my emotionless desires
My troubled thoughts

I'm now a ghoul
Who the godess can't forgive
Who I can't forgive