"out of body" for a living

           
           
           
    yeah. somewhere in between earth & realms unseen- lost in forever dream; epitome of "Pisces" sinking downstream- forever "me...." imagine a "fish" that never learned to swim in its "proper" element-yet expected to "ascend"-that's crazy....            
           
   out of water- learned to bearly breathe; tropical sunny beach weather is the element one's forever meant to be- sand between one's bare feet-theraputic sounds of sea breeze....            
           
    someone unordinary next to me; a soul- you'd swear came straight from out of dream....with an unmatched energy- it's not fair to want such a soul- in a world such as this- then it would be better if she didn't exist....for the sake of companionship....          
           
     I was  born "lost in the sauce"; I want to find another realm unlike this one to settle in.... one where I could for once freely swim; I am like Robin williams- I am like Michael jackson- when it comes to sensitivity....with ingredients like "selective focus"-otherwise ingredients like, wandering endlessly....           
           
   doesn't take much for shit to be overwhelming....  one's "out of body" within this body for a living; ping ponging around- wanting to believe in astral projection, as a way out of this multi-layered prison- including the skin one's in....