Dear mama

   
it’s been real I’m not going to lie, life taught me your skin will get thick, moving to fast, 💨, when you move to quick you notice nothing, you look at time, like wow how time fly,    
   
you see nothing but green grass moving side to side, you do not notice the poisonous snake slithering by, I swear earth is the only place when you are telling the truth, you still need another albi,    
   
Trust issues, different views, relationships torn away left me all confused, close friend telling, taught me gamblers always got a chance to lose,    
   
I quit gambling, I hate to lose, people get ya upset, press charges if you beat them fareal all kinda black and blue’s,  seem like they hate to lose,    
   
Soft people get hard over a song, just play they favorite rapper, streets is the peoples favorite way to get money, I chose the grind after.    
   
Figured out a way to climb that ladder, staying out that cell cause yessir officer is way to close to saying yes sir master.    
   
People lost out here they moving fast already, still trying to move a lil faster, what I mean by that is it’s similar to driving a car at 100 miles per hour with all flat tires a quick receip for a fast disaster.    
   
Not knowing what they want people need a crutch, somewhere they can drop all they weight, a lot of people lazy or mentally not stable not knowing how to manauver so they do nothing just sit there in wait,    
   
Mess up here, make mistakes there, who care as long as there help is alive, a lot of people scared to be honest, scared to go get it so they manipulate or they tell lies    
   
Bad habit cause people get tired, playing games when life is like a job, break to many rules you’ll get fired. Start over, application you come to your sense, it’s like find a new job went from none to now hired,    
   
I been through a lot I’m on point now, following example you set, I’m strong now, probably reading smiling like I wonder what took you so long now.    
   
You are appreciated and yes I understand. My journey from a knuckle head to something way worse, baptized in the water, surrendering to the most high, then straight forward boy to a man.    
   
I do not say this to often but I’m glad I made you proud because you made me proud. If you ever hear I cut a woman off it’s because I can hear your voice loud.    
   
The king has risen, most likely she’s a grown princess. I do not have time, I love ya ma dukes. This one was random I just figured it was a bout time.    
   
You are appreciated.    
🥰🎭😁