a letter to my love

My love. my life as of today.
now i wither, in the fire of my past sins.
in order to protect her, i cannot hurt her
in order to not hurt, i must become a better man
in order to become a better man, i must take responsibility
in order to be responsible i must act for those who i am responsible....
so here i start...
i shall begin again, begin to be the man whom my love deserves
i simply pray she will wait for me.
stay here while i pick up the pieces of my own life,
so i may help pick up hers.. so this letter is for her,
my beautiful fiance'. be patient, my dear...
for now is but a horrid bump in our lives...
be patient, for the future is so bright... i can feel the sun