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Loathsome Confession
Lately, all I do is hate myself
I look in the mirror, and ask:
"Why am I not perfect?
Why doesn't anybody want me?"
And silently,
I give into the pain
I let it hug me,
Lay me down
In minutes,
Who I was is gone
My whole world goes black,
And I'm nothing
But sadly,
I wake up
Unconciousness doesn't last,
And I have to face reality
There's no one who cares
No one coming to save me from myself
Lately, all I do is hate myself
Yet, if anybody asks me,
I'll say that I'm fine
I look in the mirror, and ask:
"Why am I not perfect?
Why doesn't anybody want me?"
And silently,
I give into the pain
I let it hug me,
Lay me down
In minutes,
Who I was is gone
My whole world goes black,
And I'm nothing
But sadly,
I wake up
Unconciousness doesn't last,
And I have to face reality
There's no one who cares
No one coming to save me from myself
Lately, all I do is hate myself
Yet, if anybody asks me,
I'll say that I'm fine
Published 25th May 2012
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26th May 2012 11:26am
nice poem i feel like this most times to.infact i think we all do.
sometimes i feel sad to
and all i wanna do is cry
godge out my eyes
to not see pain
in its full glory
so
i
role
myself a blunt....
i smoke it then
my heart deosn't feel so heavy.
sometimes i feel sad to
and all i wanna do is cry
godge out my eyes
to not see pain
in its full glory
so
i
role
myself a blunt....
i smoke it then
my heart deosn't feel so heavy.
30th May 2012 4:42pm
"And silently,
I give into the pain
I let it hug me,
Lay me down"
Simple but hauntingly familiar. Beautiful prose.
I give into the pain
I let it hug me,
Lay me down"
Simple but hauntingly familiar. Beautiful prose.
31st May 2012 9:55pm
This poem is gives me chills because it's so breathtakingly familiar. You really caught the concept of self-loathing. A truly lovely poem.
