Big Black Bird

Madness
Humming, an old woman rocks herself
A man repeats a word again and again
Two older women are fighting for a doll
Somewhere a. radio is blaring loud
Another ordinary day begins as usual
And I am part of this community of fate
My new home is a caring home

Defect entity
A thinking mind and a loving heart
Locked in a frail disabled body
One of God"s abandoned children
Superfluous and useless for society
Mercíless sorted out and deported
A deeply desperate fallen angel
With unsuitable disheveled wings

Black bird’s call
This isn't a life worth living anymore
Stupid games, meaningless small talk
The same routine day in and day out
I feel drained, like mentally starving
Will this situation ever change?
Out of nowhere a seducing voice
Big black bird is calling my name

Answering the call
On velvet paws I sneak to a nurse room
A strong sleeping pill catches my eye
It will carry me to the shadow world
Reaching out for my one way ticket
An insight strikes me like thunder
My action will get the nurse in trouble!
I don't want to harm anybody, never ever!

Ray of hope
Silently weeping, I return to my room
Outside the sun is about to set
The sky blushes in my favorite colors
I watch this natural spectacle in awe
What a beautiful place this earth is!
Wait a little longer, big back bird
The time to follow you isn't ripe yet!