Deteriorating Life

Losing all hope of what was there before
Self inflicting anger suffocates me
Helpless and wondering, whatever
helped me get to this deteriorating path
that has lead me to this hell I call a life

Speaking softly as if im being watched
The panic starts to settle as I began to drift away
Leaving behind all those memories that I once treasured
I began to realize that I am no longer safe
Losing hope and the life I once had

Reckoning and fading lives, cry to me
As i watch my life being taken away by these dark days
There is no more hope in this world, life, or anything
Feeling insecure about all of my ways
I wonder is this is my last day?