Lady Of Pain

 
my lightshine alters according to the darkness within
my very old soul must maintain a balance
too dark and I become Sadistic
too much light and I lack substance
 
chaste of vision it is with my sexual sacrifices I struggle
it is the most heady of magics and offerings
though I must refrain in part
 
encouraging the dark arts is daunting
to call it back once it's unleashed is difficult
so I obstain from opening that portal
 
to arouse a God is not adviseable
if I fail to appease and then atone, he will punish me
my thoughts encourage him sexually
he does dasterdly deeds to the innocent
then His guilt settles in and I am to blame
and I carry that shame on my soul
 
my body is his temple, he desires my sex
with an understanding, I give of my flesh
keeping the balance in check
 
he knows the limits of what I can bear
someday in hell I will pay
he is hungry, famished for the depraved
 
he knows I'm the mistress of pain
who orchestrates the maddening scenes
he's gotten a taste
and he advises me here, we will play
my Marquis De Sade I will pay with my blood