just thoughts

     
     
     
    I know what I know; I don't know what I don't; I know fascination and debilitation exist in the same place....      
     
    if this were indeed a sort of simulation- a "vacation" is a distraction- it's not "escaping";      
 an ultimate sign that I've been ready to jump ship- is because sleep (seperate from dreams) to me is so amazing....      
     
    pain is what "motivates" one to even want to be creative.... when or if I'm released from this matrix- is when I feel I've actually "made it"- if it means I'm no longer engaged in any form of obligations....      
     
  just plain peace and freedom....