I Saw You In My Dreams Last Night...

I SAW YOU IN MY DREAMS AGAIN FOR THE FIRST TIME IN SO MANY MONTHS, AND NOW I'M RIGHT BACK WHERE I WAS
THE NIGHT THAT YOU BROKE EVERY TEENAGE VOW WE MADE
THE NIGHT THAT KILLED THE BOY THAT YOU ONCE CLAIMED TO LOVE
THE NIGHT THAT SAW ME RELAPSE ON EVERYTHING I COULD GET MY SHAKING HANDS ON,
THE NIGHT THAT SAW THOSE SAME HANDS END UP COVERED AND CRUSTED IN MY OWN FUCKING BLOOD..
I SAW YOU IN MY DREAMS  AGAIN.. AND IT'S BROUGHT ME BACK TO TEARS BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THAT IT WAS ALL JUST IN MY HEAD,
EVERY SECOND FELT SO REAL
I SWEAR TO GXD MY TOUCHSTARVED SKIN SO EASILY RECOGNIZED YOUR TOUCH
AND WHEN YOUR LIPS KISSED MY FACE THE WAY YOU WOULD WHEN YOU WOULD COMFORT ME I SWEAR TO GXD IT STOLE MY BREATH FROM WITHIN MY BURNING LUNGS
I SAW YOU IN MY DREAMS AGAIN FOR THE FIRST TIME IN SO LONG...
I THOUGHT THAT I'D MOVED ON FROM THIS, OR THAT I COULD AT LEAST SLEEP WITHOUT THE THREAT OF WAKING UP WITH MY SANITY UNDONE
I THOUGHT THAT ID BEEN HEALING
I THOUGHT I HAD GROWN PAST THIS PAIN OVER THE PAST COUPLE OF YEARS
AND I THOUGHT THAT IT HAD SCARRED OVER EVERYWHERE YOUR MEMORIES CUT THROUGH ME
I THOUGHT THE SMILE ON MY FACE NO LONGER HAD TO BE MADE WITH A RAZOR SLASHING MY SKIN FROM EAR TO EAR
BUT I SAW YOU IN MY DREAMS AGAIN AND IT PULLED EVERY SUTURED WOUND APART AND TORE MY FLESH OPEN ONCE AGAIN
I SAW YOU IN MY DREAMS FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FUCKING MONTHS, AND JUST LIKE WHEN YOU FIRST LEFT, I'M PRAYING THAT NEXT TIME IT HAPPENS IS THE TIME I DONT WAKE UP....