the End is Near

Lost in a cycle, a circle I mean                  
Fighting for survival in this dream I dream                  
Aggravated assault, reasons unclear                  
Its not my fault I'm imprisoned here                    
While walking I've wondered rather helplessly        
  Left lost I've pondered is this really me                  
My tainted eyes and blurried vision                  
The truth lies hidden in what I envisioned                  
Desperately I stalk, voices I hear                  
People that talk, complexity near                  
Relaxing my mind, this moment to last                  
Looking to find the future that's passed                  
Torrid winds blow, the rain dances                  
Lifes staged shows of hypnotic trances                  
Blinding dew glistens, on the stormy sea                  
The deaf never listen to the words I plea                  
They must have seen the tears in my eyes                  
Thoughts in between, emotions multiply             
Death on my tongue that I can taste                  
If I live too old, my life is a waste                  
As memories speak, the unforgiving past                  
The future seeks the void time has surpassed        
  The age of innocence, the moon above                  
The world makes no sense in the absence of love  
Hatred was spread throughout eternity                    
Nightmares have led me to this insanity                  
Mystic places echoes and ricochet my thoughts  
   Places no one knows nor what I've been taught    
 Approaching this destiny without a fear                  
Solving the mystery while I'm still here                  
Crazed shattered parts, laughing at shadows      
   Secret broken hearts left at the gallows                  
Home away from home this valley of death          
   Deep dark and unknown, gasping for breath            
  Helpless whispers scream, out in the distance      
 Twisting in this dream I'm losing resistance              
These eyes of death staring at you                  
Stealing what's left, unreal but true                  
Demonized this world with visions I see                  
Salvation left unheard in this tragedy                  
Counting down time, deaths hold embraces         
The world is not mine, evil is contagious          
My vengeance steamed the anger I feel                  
With hope I dreamed, true but unreal                  
Perplexity, anxiety, I lost my sanity                  
This mystery of misery, insanity of reality                  
As lies were spread of the truth we know                    
The hell that's ahead is where we all go                  
Cemeteries await, the graves open arms                  
I can't wait to start sounding the alarms                  
Please take my sins away, I cry in the dark                  
For forgiveness I pray, this journey I embark        
 Trivial life pursuit and my hidden lies                  
As arrows shoot,  death approaches and dies        
 Seeing the next dimension, reflections stare back    
This psychosis intervention, memories refract        
  Toyed with my death that I have teased                  
A stolen theft that happiness never pleased            
  Laughter displaced laughter, there's now no more  
  Pleasures I was after I couldn't find before                  
The end is near, my oxygen fuels the fiery flames  
  Without a fear this false temptation blames          
   Standing on crumbled rock I see through the night
 Turning the key to unlock the memories in sight      
Blind leading the blind, and sounds nobody hears
   These ties we unbind, unsettling pressure nears    
  The angel calls, my time has finally come                  
Insanity controls all, the world deaf and dumb          
Brave hearts fight to stay, as victory ceases              
Just another day, we're shredded into pieces          
 We walk in this maze, where we are heading            
 A cycle of lifes craze and the pending beheading    
 Free from this reality it will not be lost                  
Escaping lifes brutality at any and all cost                  
I feel and can hear the devils trident spear                  
Without a fear I approach the end that's near        
    Laughing and spitting, his fire took awhile                  
My will thats submitting to this harrowing trial