the rabBIT hole

 
Down into the hollow....  
Where no one else will follow.  
Where no one else will know.  
Somewhere deeper than below.  
That's where you'll find me.... grasping!  
Within me, my Spiritual self, gasping....  
For the real me, & for air....  
But time, & again there is nobody, & there is nothing there.  
 
That's when I start to free fall.  
That's when I can hear my God, beginning to call.  
But I've abandoned "nearly" all control....  
Traveling once more, down that same old rabBIT hole.  
 
Down into the dirt....  
Where you'll find the hurt.  
Where the moon appears upright....  
Until upon it, a fallen star, shines it's everlasting light.  
I'm that moon, forever correct in his own ways....  
Til' the sun's burning truth, sets my mind ablaze!  
Lost in the labyrinth, of my own head....  
Til' God blesses....given to states of dread.  
 
That's when I start to free fall.  
That's when I can hear my God, beginning to call.  
But somewhere along the weakened soil, I lose sight of the goal....                        
Traveling once more, down that same old rabBIT hole.  
 
Down into the profound.  
Where very few are found.  
Where sin singed skin, discards it's depravity....  
Not wanting that it be swallowed up, into some Hellish cavity.  
Easy, that there should be a reticence, staring down that fiery bath.  
But how soothing warm, still, the greater chosen path.  
Such a weight it is, & a sad admission....  
That this be the state, of our human condition.