Positivitly Blind Chasing Ghosts

there’s no  
finishing line  
up ahead  
The road  
is never ending
with teeth bared  
the hounds are chasing  
In the distance  
there’s a storm  
and a burning bridge  
just another obstacle
 i find in my way  
 
how do I say  
goodbye  
to the doubts  
hhey have become  
old friends  
each whisper  
has me second guessing  
every step  
i make towards  
a happy ending  
so my actions
 end up being  
worthless
 
who’s gonna  
catch my fall  
who thinks  
I’m worthy of love  
when I’m in this  
state of mind  
is it too much  
of a risk  
too hold  
my hand  
 
can’t see  
no cure for this  
my eyes  
are positivity blind  
these emotions  
are too raw  
to share  
if somebody  
held me close  
would my tears  
burn their skin