Everyone Loved Me

Mama loved me.  I needed to be beaten to teach me best. She just never said the words.

StepDaddy 1 loved me or he wouldn't have given me his urine when I was thirsty.

Mama's secret boyfriend loved me.  He taught me new words like "slut" and "whore" and his favorite big number...69 when I was just 3 yo.

Grandpa loved me.  We played finger hide n seek games for hours and then he helped wash the poopy off.

Hubby 1 loved me.  Otherwise his brutal rapes would have been directed toward others not me.

All dead (not by my hand). I miss them when I'm awake because I forever can't kill them.

BUT OH THE GREAT THINGS I CAN DO WHEN THEY INVADE MY FUCKING NIGHTMARES!

Paula Games!