I'll Get My Chance, But For Now...

Your exhibitionism draws me
to want to know those deeper secrets
the ones that thrill
in quiet moments
that few know about

And I want to do nothing more than encourage you
to spill those treasures
my own heat
inspired by those daring entanglements
perhaps living vicariously
through your pleasures
because maybe I'm just too afraid
to push over that edge
and allow myself to explore
my own interest
because all I've ever known
is that haphazard interest
feeling like a passable option
until another comes along

I didn't want to possess anyone,
but sometimes it would have been nice
to have that freedom to play with a little control
just for fun, really

But I guess that was a chance missed,
I know there are those out there
liberated enough to enjoy
that side of my nature
and I think that should
keep me going
thirsting for it