Dazzle me senseless

Crawling on the floor again  
Just like all the times before  
Unable to find a way
Back to the stability of sobriety  
Instead, waiting for the wire
Laying and praying for a quick fix
Knowing this life is but a jinx
Hoping for anything else..,
Feels like robbery  
Almost comedic  
Dazzling darling… it ain’t
…. C’est la vie!