As long as I shall live

As long as I shall live
I will always pray to my father
I never forget to pray for my father
I do that every single night
Before I go to sleep
It doesn't take a long time to pray
To my father
And in my prayer I will ask
My father to give me health
And some peace
Because I have bad health
I have some depression
That I hate so much
I been diagnosed a long time now
It was my psychiatrist that diagnosed me
I take lots of medication for my depression
Night and morning
Also I don't have any peace in my life
I am always worrying about things
That are happening in my life
And I want to fix my problems
By myself every single day
And I know that I can do it
Also I have been carrying a heavy load
For a long time
I know father that we will have a harsh winter
That will go on for a long time
During the winter I like to catch up
On my sleep
And I sleep until noon
At 2:pm I wake up
And I have my shave
And then I will have my shower
When my shower is over
I will change into a clean pajamas
Then I will go to my living room
And I will turn my computer on
And I will do some work for my father