dead flowers

sister pain my beloved
roses pricked with clowns that aren't funny
pickled laughter sours my tummy
legal ease whispers and I love you and hate you
 
confusion is its own master
creed of the lost
keep walking step by step
and if someone pushes you into the mud
get back up and keep walking
 
dreaded surprise your love came and went
it seems to appear and disappear with the wind
meager left overs I'm offered
 
my tears started falling and they wouldn't relent
love for me doesn't just iminate from deep within sanctity
but it is of a protective nature
 
alterior motives these people have them
and you'll be left holding your dick in your hands
 
romance a listening ear instead
visions of us are fading I suppose I should have known
it came with an expiration date
 
push pull in the way you handle my heart
my soul flys south true north is exhausted
clouds of carbon suffocated the garden
 
mine is flourishing because it's inside my beliefs
saddened you let your mom's flowers die
gentility is the face you show the public
a pack of rabid wolves with wicked bane, snarl
 
apporitions and assassinations of the heart and it was a planned hit
spite to the spike wrapped in texts
sneaking and peeking it seems to suit you
 
financially your secure finally and I no longer need to pay your way
and freedom of your red, white, and blue
wrong song you have no blue in you
 
sinister stirrings you aggressively slither through tares
your flowers died inside you
the day you treated me so inhumanely