ghost(s) in the machine

 
 
 
    yes, I've seen the truth; yes I've also seen it too; it started in small doses before I consciously knew; the light was mostly covered-but the glimpses gradually got through-
 
    yes, it took a while- to comprehend how the sun and moon danced around;:how "time" is valued- someone came along and announced that the water value had a price- and created valves-
 
batteries not included- yet freewill- not so free somehow-
 
1,000 ways to see the light and night together- but no more days- a mind that's wide awake will often wonder at this troubled place-
 
purpose- but a word of many.... there's a bottomless black hole that's never truly filled- one's taught not to recognize and really see- the makings of each dwelling creature including the human being....
 
sure I'd like to satisfy my pleasures-my wants & needs too(unfortunately)- though honestly responsibly- not planting yet another seed to be decieved about the truth of a dying world-that's been dying for centuries....
 
  I exist- yet i am already deceased- i am, but a ghost in this machine....