married life

original take on the whole putting others before God thing,
and in adding hurt and jealousy and guilt, I think it’s great,
you’ve certainly left almost nothing out. I like this.

hello Paul thank I thought people might be interested in the marital advice I get from Big Man thank you for your wry reply 💕

I told God what to do in my poem, Touch" but it did no good. God doesn't understand men or women and having Jesus for a son didn't wisen him up. Jesus was too pure so he really gained nothing by putting him here in the first place. Good poem but you're just preaching to the choir, cos God ain't listening...
JJ

hello dearest JJ I have interacted with him every day I have since I was a little kid he listens I just don't always get the advice I want Thank you for your thoughtful comment 💕

I interact with him every day too. Just this afternoon I used sign language to let him know how I felt with only 1 finger... the message was loud and clear...
JJ

you're too funny JJ 😊

Sooooo   many issues, spirituals and "am i just so fucking insane, while others Believe that other person i thought i knew"
type of messages (YES, there are many a something withing and in between Your words) that caused me to lament --  
but moreso, become pissed off.

i suspect this is truth based and so i'll not say i know from experience
(i only suspected my ex wifey cheating but not proof other than observation)

DAMNit, Brenda!!  

wanted to add,  
Fuck the god You have followed all these years i've known You.
He tests us but owns ZERO ACCOUNTABILITY and expects more than he deserves.

My Goddesses would never even put me in that situation where my Free Will and my loyaty demands an answer.

i've watched You over the years -- protecting You in my old ways.

Be well, Sister
namaste and (shshshsh...) don't forget the witching ways.

hello dearest Tallen I don't if he's actually cheating he has though in the past he seems to like to provoke me by acting a certain way my mental health is not good the world gets hint that your weak and it closes in for the kill tell me how to protect myself yes they will pay for messing with me that has been true in my case and really I hate seeing it happen but people seem to think it's a game well they will get away with it until they don't given the chance to be helpful to someone who is hurting or pick at their weak spots treating it like a game that's what most people choose sadly...anyway about God Theo I get angry with things he does but look a history look at what is currently happening on Mars there is proof there was life there and at the moment our sun is destroying it using solar flares...so I may not like what he does always but he is part of my life speaking of the witching way God has requested I learn black magic which is something I've never in this life anyway have delved in he also requests I get my men in order so apparently I have men I can't see to order in this apparent war and I would just like to stay out of it..
well there is my kooky answer but a truthful one..I hope you have a good day and thank you for caring...

Such a complex topic....and getting the cards out on the table is sometimes the only way....

Openers....

thank you dearest RT I've done that really with my mental health I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't💕

Damned forever if you don't.

There is some reasonable hope if we become pro-active.

Look at the intension.

Even by writing it out you've closed in on a solution: Your own understanding aligned.

Thanks for modeling that step.