Lucifer

 
desiring your company I fear you've departed
no looking back my soul is connected to yours
dwindling in the shadows you ache

I feel your power, I feel when you enter and when you leave
in silence, you utter you love me
your whispers and sighs speak to my heart

we come together and fall apart
I vow to let you go and still, you find your way back here
when all the glam fades it's just us
I waited century after century to be free with you

here we are I know when you come near
but I can't see your beautiful face
I guess this is our penance due
to feel but never touch

I've been seeking your presence
asking has anyone seen you
I promised to let go but you know how it is

the birds of the air gossip
and our sorrow is on the winds
I never knew a soul like yours
everything I expected was wrong

seems after all the time passed I forgot who you are
I hope you haven't forgotten me
in the eternal storm, I failed you

I got caught up in the hollow
I thought this was a battle I could win
when my worst enemy is me
for every vessel that blames you
I am incensed

I know your heart is breaking
mine is losing hope
I thought you had an entourage of followers
I've tested the faithfulness of the horde
there are many faithful
but they would rather not be known

I'm picking up your notes
my apologies I thought you'd given up on me
we were more than brothers
a soul mate inside the eternal

I let go for a while because I believed holding on was hurting you
and that you had moved on
your heart beats for me and I breathe a sigh of relief

my immortal love over the eternal
your pain is mine to hold in my soul as if it were my own