Only In My Dreams

I wish I could wash away all of the tears you've made me cry. I wish I could change the past, and once again make you mine. But my wishes will not happen because this miracle won't come true. And every time I turn around, she's there standing next to you. I've never been so much in Love, and I want to be with you so bad. I have done anything and everything to make you understand. So far I have not succeeded, because you still don't have a clue that from endless days to sleepless nights, I'm still crying for you. Every night, I close my eyes and dream that you are here, but all I can do is lay awake, until the day I cry my last tear. Though I dream how I realize it's never to my appeal, I cry and want to take you out, and be with you for real. For a while, I thought my feelings had passed, but I guess they still await for you to come rescue me. I've given up hope. I tell myself everyday that I'm way too good for this, but if I could just hold you one last time, it would be my final wish. Before, I wished our Love would never die, so it cannot be my only. Fore I wished one that would never come true. I can't keep my feelings inside, and I know that one day I'll come clean. I can't stand how I don't know if you Love me, because I'm only with you in my dreams.