If only

One moment that's on hold          
if we stay lost inside it's space          
swimming in a flush of red          
covered all over that face          
         
If only ..... truth were told          
         
Paralyzed first few seconds          
doubt creeps in behind the scene          
we wished to somehow read          
those riddles lined up in between          
         
If only ..... you knew me          
         
You wouldn't look at me          
once the better turn to worse          
inside that moment that's so cold      
I dealt with so many years        
         
If only ..... dreams could set us free          
         
Trust came knocking on the door          
it's gift too valuable to keep          
I wrapped it up with silence          
still waters run too deep          
         
If only ..... this was how it could be          
If only ..... you really knew me