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Why you stalling on death when it's time to embrace?    
   
Cuz every time I close my eyes I see their face    
   
Who? The ones who'll turn their back and leave you to rot?    
   
You tell me they're bad for me but maybe they're not    
   
Do you feel any better now that they are around?    
Do you feel less lost now that you've been found?    
   
Has it changed anything, does your life still not suck?    
You're the one suffering, do you think they give a fuck?    
   
I don't know, maybe they actually care    
Maybe when I reach out, they'll actually be there    
   
Maybe my girls are not gone for good    
One day they might come back, it's possible they could    
   
Its always the same with you, stuck in delusion    
Unwilling to accept happiness is just an illusion    
   
Why do you want to persist inside this torment?    
I mean, do you enjoy living in discontent?    
   
No, I don't but Im too afraid to die    
   
So instead you keep living and dont even know why    
   
What about the people that would hurt from me dying?    
   
I know you dont believe that, why are you lying?    
   
What about my girls, they'd be sad if I die    
   
Only thing they'd miss is the money you supply    
   
Well, I have friends that I know it would hurt    
   
They'll forget about you before your lowered in the dirt    
   
My mom would be crushed at the loss of her son    
   
If she cares so much, why the fuck did she run?    
   
One person would miss me, I think you know who    
   
You really think she wouldn't be better without you?    
   
But I got this promise I made to the moon    
   
She's young and resilient, she'll get over it soon    
   
Are you done trying to come up with a bullshit excuse?    
Acting like you got people, yet live like a recluse    
   
Come take my hand and we can set ourselves free    
It'll be like old times, when it was just you and me    
   
Maybe you're right and I'm just being dumb    
Cuz all I feel lately inside me is numb    
   
The worlds falling down around me and I can't find a fix    
Living inside of memories with the pain that inflicts    
   
Now you're getting it, just let me take control    
Ill do what I'm meant to do, fulfill my role    
   
Fine, I submit but can you just make it quick?    
   
It'll be over before you can hear the trigger click