Consequences

I can relate to this in my own ways with my own woes with never being accepted for me, for myself by women, at least not with any woman I've come across yet, if ever and I don't mean my response as a bash on women. I know there are good women out there. I just haven't found one yet who can accept me for myself as I deal with OCD and Bipolar Disorder. I've never been "good enough" or "acceptable" because of this. I may not even be commenting on your write properly but it is the way I am taking it. The depression and frustration of never been accepted for yourself, them misery that comes from feeling such a way and still, yeah, you gotta love women as a whole of course, but yes, the physical wants and cravings. It's a miserable way to feel inside, alone, etc. Something like that anyway, how I'm taking it in. Great piece, I especially like that last line, "I will inevitably be the creator of my own misery." Strong stuff. You have a way with powerful, dynamic lines.

Sorry if I'm off with how I took it in

I appreciate your feedback. I liked your interpretation.