How Can I Fix It

WHY ARE YOUR AUTHORS NOTES POETRY TOO?? GRRR I WANT TO EAT YOUR WRITING BUT ALSO LIKE CRY IT GRR GRR!!! (does that make sense lmao)

HAHAHA says YOU
Yeah it makes sense
Some poetry is just meant for eating LOL

I'm sorry that you're feeling this way. You say that you have thrown a life jacket. I'm not sure exactly in which way but you did say you haven't spoken about it. I'm assuming you have tried to start a conversation with him and he doesn't have any interest. You do write very well. Maybe you can write him a letter to take some of the pressure off of him with having to be face to face with you. Tell him how you feel. Tell him the hurt that you are feeling about what has happened to your relationship. Lay it all out for him. It may help or it may not do anything. Either way, at least you know that you did what you could. It might nit make how you feel about the relationship better but at least it releases you from any guilt that you might have.    
   
Unfortunately, we don't have control over other people's feelings or actions. You did the right thing for you by coming out. You made a choice to be true to yourself and never doubt that choice. Living a lie is miserable in its own way. You don't need his approval, you just want his love. Maybe if you talk to him or write a letter as i suggested, you let him know that. It may also take some of the pressure off of him and help to build a bridge back to each other.    
   
I'm hoping for the best for you girl. You know that. You're not alone.

Thank you :)

I’m so proud of you for knowing yourself, loving yourself and for being true to yourself.
Holding you in thought, my friend.