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Are you happy now monster?!
I can't let it go
But I don't have any proof
So I guess the monster just gets to run loose
Something special to me
Taken away without my consent
Stolen by selfish lust
You broke me
You broke my ability to trust
"You have to pay for the alcohol" is all that you said before you laid me down on that bed
That doesn't seem like a fair exchange
If I would have known
I never would have drank
You took off your pants and sat on the bed
then you took off my belt
I don't even remember how I felt
I was so drunk there was just confusion in my head
"I'm too drunk to care" is all that I said
You stole something from me
Something I tried so hard to protect
I was too drunk
I couldn't consent
I couldn't push you off because my arms were too heavy
By that point you stole so much already
I think I was passed out for most of it
Or blacked out at least
All I remember is you on top of me
with your hand over my mouth so I couldn't make noise
While I was suffering you were smiling
Was it my suffering that you enjoyed?
Everything hurt in the morning
My face was bruised
I felt dirty and used
But that pain was nothing compared to the pain of knowing I lost the one thing I've tried so hard not to lose
Are you happy now monster?!
Are you satisfied?!
You brag to your friends about how you fucked me that night
You definitely fucked me!!!
But I don't have any proof
So I guess the monster just gets to run loose
Something special to me
Taken away without my consent
Stolen by selfish lust
You broke me
You broke my ability to trust
"You have to pay for the alcohol" is all that you said before you laid me down on that bed
That doesn't seem like a fair exchange
If I would have known
I never would have drank
You took off your pants and sat on the bed
then you took off my belt
I don't even remember how I felt
I was so drunk there was just confusion in my head
"I'm too drunk to care" is all that I said
You stole something from me
Something I tried so hard to protect
I was too drunk
I couldn't consent
I couldn't push you off because my arms were too heavy
By that point you stole so much already
I think I was passed out for most of it
Or blacked out at least
All I remember is you on top of me
with your hand over my mouth so I couldn't make noise
While I was suffering you were smiling
Was it my suffering that you enjoyed?
Everything hurt in the morning
My face was bruised
I felt dirty and used
But that pain was nothing compared to the pain of knowing I lost the one thing I've tried so hard not to lose
Are you happy now monster?!
Are you satisfied?!
You brag to your friends about how you fucked me that night
You definitely fucked me!!!
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