Until my heart stops beating

All I want is you.
Oh the things I would do
 just to have you for a moment  
I've tried to fill the void
All it does is numb the pain momentarily  
But it always comes back
Everything always comes back to you
I've tried to move on  
I've tried to find someone new
But they always end up just reminding me of you
I'm to the point of no return  
It's only for you that my heart yearns
It's only for you that my heart beats
Every night I dream of you as I sleep  
Every morning I wake up crying because it was just a dream and I have to go back to reality  
The reality where you don't love me
Or at least that's what you said  
But all the memories dance through my head  
And all your words playback in my heart  
I wonder why you tore it apart
Did you really not love me from the start?
Did you truly feel nothing?
When I look through the memories I swear you felt something  
Something?
At least something!
If not
 nothing makes sense  
As I watch the memories replay in my head  
I watch your face and listen closely to your words  
Everyone tells me to accept the truth even though it hurts
And I would...
If I believed it was the truth  
The way you looked at me
The way you spoke to me  
The way you laughed with me  
The things you promised me
Make me believe that you truly do  
Or at least did
Love me
Even if it was only for a little while  
But my love I swear on my heart  
the one you hold in your hands
That I will love you until it stops beating