Dissociative Identity Disorder

I'm OK but I haven't seen mommy in awhile          
Daddy said she went on vacation          
She used to always make me smile          
She'd hold me and have conversation          
Sometimes I get really scared at night          
When daddy drinks he gets really mad          
I cry and I hold my Teddy tight          
Until I feel better and less sad          
It hurts when he hits me with his fist          
But I know it's because I misbehaved          
He then grabs me by my wrists          
And tells me everything will be ok          
I'm sorry but its time for me to run          
My friends asked if i could play          
We're playing hide and seek for fun          
Thanks for talking with me today          
         
When it's dark and no longer light          
He sneaks into my room at night          
I feel him staring when he first begins          
Breathing heavily as he touches my skin          
I lie motionless with my eyes closed          
As he forces my lifeless body exposed          
With his hands he starts to caress          
His fingers rubbing me with finesse          
Stop touching me I don't want to kiss    
I don't want you I don't want this    
But just my thoughts can't say the words          
Into my body he viciously enters   
I lie there not knowing what to do          
So I just wait until he's through          
Everyday these nightmares return          
One day a lesson he will learn          
         
Thats right one day a lesson he will learn          
Don't you say anything to me          
You know I hate meeting with you          
Last week you wouldn't even call me my name          
It's Joker, you should know that          
I'm going to hurt him real bad          
If he ever lays another hand on little Timmy          
The bruises on his face and body          
I will make him pay          
He will bruise.  Bruise until he bleeds          
And what he did to Sarah          
She was so innocent          
Now look at her          
I hate him          
And I hate you for thinking you can help us          
Taking notes and telling us bullshit          
Like you know anything at all          
LEAVE ME ALONE          
         
Thank you for spending time with me today          
Your recovery is well on its way          
I know it's not fun speaking with a shrink          
But you see I need to make you unthink          
Erase and remove all your memories          
Counseling you all is my expertise          
It's time for us to go home and relax          
But a stop by the bar for my relapse          
So I order a drink from the waiter          
Then tell Sarah I will visit later          
Then yell at Timmy for being out late          
My angered fists are ready I can't wait          
And by now you realized I'm the Joker          
I need to kill him after I choke her