Dissociative Identity Disorder

I'm OK but I haven't seen mommy in awhile              
Daddy said she went on vacation              
She used to always make me smile              
She'd hold me and have conversation              
Sometimes I get really scared at night              
When daddy drinks he gets really mad              
I cry and I hold my Teddy tight              
Until I feel better and less sad              
It hurts when he hits me with his fist              
But I know it's because I misbehaved              
He then grabs me by my wrists              
And tells me everything will be ok              
I'm sorry but its time for me to run              
My friends asked if i could play              
We're playing hide and seek for fun              
Thanks for talking with me today              
             
When it's dark and no longer light              
He sneaks into my room at night              
I feel him staring when he first begins              
Breathing heavily as he touches my skin              
I lie motionless with my eyes closed              
As he forces my lifeless body exposed              
With his hands he starts to caress              
His fingers rubbing me with finesse              
Stop touching me I don't want to kiss        
I don't want you I don't want this        
But just my thoughts can't say the words              
Into my body he viciously enters       
I lie there not knowing what to do              
So I just wait until he's through              
Everyday these nightmares return              
One day a lesson he will learn              
             
Thats right one day a lesson he will learn              
Don't you say anything to me              
You know I hate meeting with you              
Last week you wouldn't even call me my name              
It's Joker, you should know that              
I'm going to hurt him real bad              
If he ever lays another hand on little Timmy              
The bruises on his face and body              
I will make him pay              
He will bruise.  Bruise until he bleeds              
And what he did to Sarah              
She was so innocent              
Now look at her              
I hate him              
And I hate you for thinking you can help us              
Taking notes and telling us bullshit              
Like you know anything at all              
LEAVE ME ALONE              
             
Thank you for spending time with me today              
Your recovery is well on its way              
I know it's not fun speaking with a shrink              
But you see I need to make you unthink              
Erase and remove all your memories              
Counseling you all is my expertise              
It's time for us to go home and relax              
But a stop by the bar for my relapse              
So I order a drink from the waiter              
Then tell Sarah I will visit later              
Then yell at Timmy for being out late              
My angered fists are ready I can't wait              
And by now you realized I'm the Joker              
I need to kill him after I choke her