Emotional damage

Emotional damage
You told me to talk to you about how I felt good or bad.
When I did you used it against me and got mad.
You used my feeling as a reason to cheat around.
Then when it didn't work you came back after driving my feelings into the ground.
You try to say its not about my feelings but the fights.
I found that you attacked me during the day but talked to him during the nights.
You explained how you wanted entertainment through our bad days.
Then told me there's no one else during the good ways.
Now I bring it up still dazed and confused.
Again my feelings are not only dismissed but refused.
What's the point of being honest and opening.
If in the end it works the opposite of how you had spoken?
Please babe share your feelings and views.
When its convenient it'll be a a weapon that can be used.
Used for the emotional damage in the future days.
Used to torment and abuse you in so many ways.
I will no longer give you my opinions,views,and feelings of being last.
Sharing those are definitely a thing of the past