Nothing

Could this be the night
That I finally let go?
Something isnt feeling right
Im not the "me" I know

My thoughts are always dark
But...thats not what I feel
Theres a difference and its really stark
I want to die for real

The emptiness has taken hold
Theres nothing else within
Running loose uncontrolled
This time it might just win

Im trying really hard to care
Yet feel nothing at all
No fear, no sadness, no despair
No emotions big or small

Just a complete and total Indifference
Fuck this rhyming
Fuck this poetry
Who fucking cares

Im not well and Im fucking exhausted

Waking up every day to the same useless routine that gets me nowhere and means nothing

My life is nothing

Fuck it!