You're on my mind

You know I can't stop thinking about you
For the last two nights I've been dreaming about you
It's always the same dream, you don't want me
This morning I woke up and I swore it was real
I lay there for a while and thought about all the things that I had to do in the dream
How fucked up it was and it took me that long to figure out it was a dream
I thought I had it beat
I thought I had you out of my head for good
I must have slid back because now you're all I think about
I was so proud of myself
I was actually healing
But now I'm back in the pit of shark teeth & razor blades
I would like to meet the man you're with now
I want to see if he comes from another planet or something
For the life of me, I can't figure out what he has that I lack
You're a mystery to me
You always will be
I don't mean to bother you
It's the heat
It makes me go out of my head
When you get this, just throw it out