I am a tortured soul damned if I do and damned if I don't my family I put away from me to protect them from the shit storm I felt coming my way thinking to save them but it didn't save them they were still targeted like step children by a wicked uncaring system here. this place punishes you if you have a heart you might not want to engage in conversation with me you could be next the world beats down.
When you find that special person who can be difficult but who keeps your energetic and uplifts you with all the pain you have arrived where many never do. So happy for you my friend.