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unblind
and it’s always been this
way between us
the skies of armageddon
crashing around our
tangled silhouette
as I exhale enough sepia to
blanche the night sky in
need,
fury,
savage
goddamn
splendor
you
I fuck myself
thinking of you.
and there’s no need
to prove shit with some
grand hyperbole
because ignorance is
succumbing to the way your
calloused hands traced the scars
on my suntanned legs in the back of
a pickup truck last summer
until the world turned to see
why I moaned your name like
redemption
and the tattoos on the front of your thighs
are embedded on my the backs of mine
from the night we spoke
fully entwined
in poetry
and pain
until we killed
the old gods
and fucked ourselves
an afterlife
on the blasphemed
ground
you are in every song
every sunset and sunrise
every breeze from the ocean
and all the shit from that band you like,
fuck.
It’s all so blasé after us.
Just blah blah blah,
fuck that assbag of stupid shit.
you are silent footsteps
behind me
that I know will
never catch up again
because
you could have deserved me
(you could have)
(you did)
but I didn’t deserve this.
and you counter with
caustic cliches as if I
never watched you cut
your chest open with a chainsaw
as if I didn’t stick my tongue
in your mouth as you
bled out into words
in ways that haunt me still
(and you leave me with a
goddamn moonless sky
like a neophyte trying
to get laid once before he dies.)
I will stare opened-eyed
at the the sun and pray for
a second fucking eclipse
before I empower beautiful
mediocrity
between us
all this to say
all this to fucking say
my body aches
for your last touch
my mind aches
for you to
more than
meager words
(fuck i need you)
but you’d have to reach
out for me
and I’d have to
look back to
see you,
I stared as the sun
until my mind covered
the space of the moon
and it left my
eyes too weak
to see
if your hands
twitch to touch
a phantom limb
it left me too
blind to see
if you
reach for me
one
last
time
way between us
the skies of armageddon
crashing around our
tangled silhouette
as I exhale enough sepia to
blanche the night sky in
need,
fury,
savage
goddamn
splendor
you
I fuck myself
thinking of you.
and there’s no need
to prove shit with some
grand hyperbole
because ignorance is
succumbing to the way your
calloused hands traced the scars
on my suntanned legs in the back of
a pickup truck last summer
until the world turned to see
why I moaned your name like
redemption
and the tattoos on the front of your thighs
are embedded on my the backs of mine
from the night we spoke
fully entwined
in poetry
and pain
until we killed
the old gods
and fucked ourselves
an afterlife
on the blasphemed
ground
you are in every song
every sunset and sunrise
every breeze from the ocean
and all the shit from that band you like,
fuck.
It’s all so blasé after us.
Just blah blah blah,
fuck that assbag of stupid shit.
you are silent footsteps
behind me
that I know will
never catch up again
because
you could have deserved me
(you could have)
(you did)
but I didn’t deserve this.
and you counter with
caustic cliches as if I
never watched you cut
your chest open with a chainsaw
as if I didn’t stick my tongue
in your mouth as you
bled out into words
in ways that haunt me still
(and you leave me with a
goddamn moonless sky
like a neophyte trying
to get laid once before he dies.)
I will stare opened-eyed
at the the sun and pray for
a second fucking eclipse
before I empower beautiful
mediocrity
between us
all this to say
all this to fucking say
my body aches
for your last touch
my mind aches
for you to
more than
meager words
(fuck i need you)
but you’d have to reach
out for me
and I’d have to
look back to
see you,
I stared as the sun
until my mind covered
the space of the moon
and it left my
eyes too weak
to see
if your hands
twitch to touch
a phantom limb
it left me too
blind to see
if you
reach for me
one
last
time
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